risks

I dono what in the world I am doing for New Year’s.. It’s weird 2009 has come to an end.

Overall a good year:

I traveled over the Atlantic!

I am now 22. I joined 2 softball teams.

I was robbed a total of 5 times.

Haha through the mostly good and some bad I think I am ready for a new year so I can take some risks and make super changes.

All we need to do in life is take risks because by taking risks you become successful if not financially mentally.

I have decided to make super changes all around.

2010 is going to be an awesome year of changes for me.

I have to move. Go to as many shows as possible. Collect good records.

Play an instrument. Paint more. And find my camera. O yes and the number 1 go veggie/ no meat!

road trippin' <3

On my way to through the grapevine in the middle of California where most of all my raza picks the fruit we eat, I was overwhelmed with thoughts. The way the sun and moon shine when the mountains are staring at you are beautiful. The only down fall to a long drive by myself was the air. The air in the middle of nowhere where the pesticides and cow poop hail was a wind whirl of dust and frequently scared me because it took control of my car and blew it from side to side. I also saw a ton of signs saying “congress created the dust bowl” and would have to agree even though I am not exactly sure what they were talking about. I had a moment staring at my odometer and thought wow... If I could have all the amount of money I put into my car (gasoline) I would be rich. My odometer reads 145,000. At one time it was 5 dollars a gallon so at least $300,000… o how I wish I could have all those dollars bills in my bank! I am really in serotonin bliss right now. I dono what it is.. Maybe the fact that the holidays are coming? or maybe the idea of moving again.? Either way I am in a good place.

I am pretty sure I drove at least 1,200 miles in 3 days. But it was all worth it:

Santa Cruz

Stockton

San Francisco

then back to LA....

BIRDS OF MY LIFE.

LONDON AKA MICHAEL (NOT JACKSON)

NATALIE DELUNA.

TOO MANY WORDS TO SAY ABOUT THIS PICTURE!.. YOU DO LOVE TO READ AND YOU LOVE TO BECOME THE CHARACTERS IN YOUR BOOKS.

BOOBIES AKA AMANDA POSING WITH HER HAT.

THE BIRDS OF MY LIFE.

I AM PRETTY SURE THAT THIS IS A PIGEON

LONDON ABOVE AKA MICHAEL (NOT JACKSON)

if you were a bird what would you be!!?

kevin would be an ostrich.. haha no joke because he said they used to be velociraptors!

-amanda boobies is above.

! I would be a hummingbird because it is much like my personality. !!

Always on the go! and so fast you cant catch me!

currently listening to them crooked vultures!

it goes so well with this bird theme.

ideas.

Seriously guilty pleasures are funny little things.

who can resist.

I am starting to realize I believe Americans love reality t.v. way to much…

I am so enchanted by the beauty of reality tv that it is embarrassing.

Lucky for me I have only one day of tv time and it is Sunday after all my softball shenanigans.
I love how on my blog I truly talk to myself as if I am talking to many.

The desire for fame rests in many and the ones who become famous are more or less famous because of what their great great grandparents (or grandpa.. OR parental units) claimed well the majority of our great grandparents suffered in poverty or relocation . (ex: paris..).. or what not..
All these stars should invest time in acknowledgement of problems instead of eating up all that Hollywood has to offer.

In the mean time long live shitty tv. Ha !

let’s just hope the next generation of tv producers invest in well made production of entertainment so I and the rest of the us and world can better our brains…
can we please have a indie tv channel!!

And can I be a host. hahaha <3

It would play music videos.. And have news that is relevant about what is going on around the world… and that has things like how to better our well being… and what fruits and veggies help what… and how to save the world tips …and interviews with bands.. and featured artists…
If only I had a billion dollars to get that shit done!

Decisions. Decisions

Where do I go to school. How do I decided.
Places to go . people to see.. meetings with schools all week!
Now it all comes down to where do you want to be next year and where do you want to go.
Answers I am trying to figure out!
Looking back should I have moved back from SF?
At the time there was no way I could continue living in the situation I was in.
And yet now I have to make a decision. SF. LA.
Ahhhhhh! Poop on decisions. I would love to just have a clear and easy path.

my horoscope is so true. yesterday and today.

Wednesday, November 11, 2009
You could be so overly concerned now about doing the right thing that you miss your chance to have an emotional or spiritual breakthrough today. You may feel as if you've been pushed right to the edge as a big decision bears down on you. But it's not wise to make your choice if you are feeling off balance. Instead of figuring out your next move, take some time to explore your relationship to the cosmos without imposing any expectations on your experiences.

Thursday, November 12, 2009
You may not be feeling as social as your co-workers or friends because you have too many tasks to complete and only so much time in the day. Your current stress prevents you from taking time off to play, but staying focused on what's most important now will bring rewards later on. There's no need to explain your choices to others; just follow your instincts today and take care of the business at hand.

escape!

I found this picture in my journal journal and it made me happy and it relates so well to what is going on with my life.

my boyfriend is in jail.

not physically!!

someone stole his idenity! beware. so basically a guy made a fake id with my boyfriends name and address with his picture (the loser guy) and got arrested! and used it! so my boyfriend gets a call from the jail and lalala. so basically if you type in kevin's name into the la county jail you willl see that he is currently in twin towers! and really he is hanging out with me!

o lordy. i just want that steal/loser to get out of jail so they can go to court and everything will be charged in that guys name!

on a brighter note:

I need to get back into yoga. I am on the road to obesity right now. Ha. and i am way past due for san francisco road trip!

*We all need to donate:
http://www.plantabillion.com/
we need the rain forest! Because once the rain forest goes. We go !

energy!

it is raining.

and i like it!

THINKING HURTS.

"Be a part of the movement toward a better well being.

Help the needy and let your inner strength be shared with others.

Each of us is capable to share and show goodness and work towards a better world
so why r u not?

Get up and scream. Hug and kiss the sky because baby you got time to fly.

Be inspired to do better and inspire others and everyone will be fed
and be at peace with inner inspiration and enlighteness!

Money is power but money doesn’t bring happiness.

Love brings happiness so by loving each other and working together we can create tranquility and try to piece back equality.

*Let us be the movers, the doers, the go getters, the collaborators, the sharers and the pushing force.*

Let yesterday be the past and today be the start of a new cure.

Our animals are just as sacred as humans. And no human nor animal is not worthy nor should not be loved because we were all created to work as a team in the same element

Who created borders and bad words, fear, and starvation, race, extinction and money?!?

Before negative creations there was always and will always be nature, sunshine, stars, people, animals, and family.

If only we could go back to the beginning and reinforce peace.

If only the ozone was depleting, and CO2 wasn’t building and creating a gas house effect, if only the animals could talk, and the pollution could go away.

We can let it all continue or we can *all step in and walk as a whole giving back what we have stripped and pooped on.

Babies all we need to do is plant the seed.

Water it and love it. "

BY: ALLISON CRAZY CUEVAS


Inspiration by: http://www.davidsuzuki.org/

You tube him! He will make you angry yet informed!
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