now is a submersion of books and pathogens and diseases and a slight distraction of art history and churches after churches are displayed in class while my mind keeps wandering. is this all true. what happened happened. when life slaps you in the face regardless if your prepared or not we just have to keep trucking. i have reached a point where i am ok. today is today. fuck what happened in the past its my job to make every minute count. lately i wish minutes were longer and life would just keep sending me blessings. but when you really think about any situation that your in. things could always be a lot worse. i am healthy and well and im working on being successful but really what is success and who measures it. i am the only one pushing myself and sometimes i push myself too much. im just learning how to relax and just take in all elements. i need to channel my talents and stop challenging myself. if it takes me a life to time to graduate it does and who cares. as long as i am happy. thats all that matters. the rain has been a blessing. the water is sooooo therapeutic. i dont know what i want in life right now but at the same time i like this unsure sense. this wondering whats next. i hope i just let go and have fun. not worry. just make my heart and soul happy. yay for uncertainty and a one week break from cramming!
next goal:
yoga instructor! i start in 2 months!!!
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ReplyDeletehurry up and become a yoga instructor so i can go to your classes